Bright and Shine

现在的努力都是为了以后的路可以少些颠簸
每个人都为了各自的未来或梦想在奋斗
先苦后甜 你懂不懂
没有难 就没有成就感
没有挑战 就没有被激发的斗志。

抗压指数可以再高点
智商too.

I just believe 越努力， 越幸运。

weirdo

什么緣 都好， 我自己斷 的。

我是怪咖 。

can I ?

can i be more independent ?

can i dont be afraid when i was alone ?

can i wont feel regret after every choices i have made ?

can i dont think too much ?

can i be myself ?

can i learn how to let go?

can i be more mature?

can i be more initiatives and organized ?

can i be less selfish and thoughtful ?

can i dont be so easily to get panic ?

can i concentrate on my studies ?

can i think and plan more about my future instead of keep looking back my old memories ?

or swiping phone ?

why am I so weird ?

why my face looks like a shit when i am not smiling ?

why need to envy others lives, opportunities, knowledge, friendship, love, appearances,.......

look, the problem is almost thousand times i have told myself to change to become a better person but it always ended up with other stuffs (i cant really list out them) that distracted me.

maybe its all excuses.

我会以我的角度来想如果别人这样对我，我会有什么感受。但当她/他 以那种方式(small matter only)(but i can feel so much)对你，你就知道别人根本就没有顾虑那么多。

Details 就不多阐述了。

总的来说，我想应该是我中学的朋友把我給宠坏了。

I miss my old friends.

感慨

新的开始，出乎意料地，我很享受我现在的生活。
愿一切安好。
不过，
我很贪心，我想说至少在我还没遇到另一半时，全部人能尽量陪在我身边，谁也不能缺席！

我要专心，努力，奋斗~

#满满正能量的我能持续多久哈哈哈哈啊哈哈啊哈

十二月的第四天 4th of December with my very new start

是个全新的开始，我会加油，我可以做到！

全部垃圾（多疑焦虑or 想太多）暂时会被我放进recycle bin 因为老娘要向成功迈进！！

所以这里有可能暂时会被遗忘一下下哈哈哈哈~

break thru all the negative barriers and banish all the pessimistic thought that prevent you from fulfiilling your lifelong goals and dreams.

be a girl with innocence, empathy, care and perseverance.

appreciate what you have been given and shake away the fleas that bring you gloomy things~

Paranoia

记得在一间喧闹的小房间里，有一群年轻有为的男孩女孩，大家无所不谈。

他们各怀心事，各有顾虑，各有芥蒂，各有算盘。

每一个人都有自己的故事。

每个人都抱着不同的目的来到那个地方。

也希望能够得到一些什么的回去。

一些聪明的选择逃避。

或许这一段xx 一开始就是个错误。
我们终究还是输给了时间。
因为它无情地洗刷了我们当时冲忙建下的基础。


我太爱幻想了，谢谢。