poem 2 : she is trying her best to find the panacea.

she is drinking water 

but what she tastes is bittersweet

she walks out of the room, sunlight is scattered all around

but she can't feel the heat

someone is humming an unknown tune

it sounds so familiar to her

but she can't remember the name of that song

she shrugs her shoulder and waters the garden, with bare feet

her life seems to be settled, deeps down, 

her mind, her heart 

has always shaken wildly, every minute, every second

that's her pain.

poem 1 : sweet candy, you and me

when the sun's rays hit the earth

his smile catches my attention

it melts my vanilla ice-cream 

my heart flutters a little.

reflection

the only corner that forces me to slow down my pace/mind, to face my inner thoughts, to express my feelings.the naked me.

没关系

 只要是对的   多久也无所谓

活得快乐最重要

来杯红酒过瘾 清醒过来 生活还得继续

路还很长 不要停。

如果你也愿意

 多久没有好好望着天空 

就算只有单调的云朵 

也可以想象成是一堆棉花糖

我想找回那份童心

抗拒诉苦只因怕别人会在背后或心里觉得其实我所拥有的东西也是假的。
会很懒惰去经营，越大就越时常告诫自己要看开一点，但还是很情绪化，很正义感爆棚，很有被害妄想症。。。。。。

有色眼镜

you furiously blame other Chinese people eating bat, or mock them born with yellow skin, single eye-lids whatever; you always quicken your pace when some dark or brown skin people walk past by you.

at the same time, you are acting like an anti-racism person when George Floyd's incident happened in the USA.
Stop posting black pics without signing a petition or donating or joining a peaceful protest.

just that same old cliche: actions speak louder than words.


我不富有，我不伟大，所以我只能尽力 去做 我能力范围 能够帮助他人的事， 哪怕多么微不足道。